Okay even IF my computer is working…. stupid stupid computer!!!! Grr.. Because of Myspace I had to Press End program or whatever the hell it is and because I was in the middle of writing my entry, it got CLOSED!!!! I wrote like just about EVERYTHING… I totally lost it all. Evil f**king computer!!! I’m so pissed right now.

ANYWAY AS I WAS WRITING!!!! 

Okay so I’m only going to write about what happened in English because thats the most important part about today. *sighs*

Today in English, unexpectedly Ron called over to me during class and asked if I was still his Valentine…. Instead of saying YES because I didn’t want to seem extremely excitied about it and I didn’t want to say NO, because I would like to be his valentine. I should have said Sure.. but did I? NO. I didn’t. What did I do you may ask? I grinned/smiled goofy-like at him and went back to work!!! Wtf was that!?!? I have no clue! I just didn’t think… Stupid, stupid me… The thing about Ron is I DO NOT know if he’s serious about it or if he’s just making fun of me… which he better be serious or I’ll get Steph (friend from High School) beat him up!! (I don’t fight, sadly - not my kind of thing).

I want him to be serious, because I don’t think I’ll be able to handle him doing that just to make fun of me. I’m not that pretty, I’m not skinny (trust me I’m not), and I don’t have much expericence (nothing except for stuff I’ve read - LOL) in relationships and stuff - so its really hard to tell if he’s sincere or not. Besides that, he’s outspoken, gets in trouble a lot, and not really serious half the time. And if he did ask me to be his Valentine, why hasn’t he asked me to be his girlfriend??!

I think I’m gonna see what Steph can find out… she has a lot of classes with him (I think), and she’s better at talking to boys then I am… lol. (We’re both named Steph, but we’re sorta opposites! LOL)

I’m completely confused about him… any one willing to give me advice? ETA: He ended up being an asshole, so whatever.

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