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Remember the dude I told you about? The one who asked me to be his valentine for this year? WELL! What the fucking jerk he is! Since the begining of this year (’07) he’s been pretending to like me & asking me out. Yeah right he likes me! Fuck him. Everyone else was onto it, and for a like a day I thought he actually liked me. Yeah right he did. I hope his balls get cut off. I swear to god I hate it when guys to this. This the first time someone did it to me, but I HATE it. Why the fucking hell do guys do this? You know at least with Ciaran (the guy I have liked since 4th grade) NEVER fucking did this to me or made fun of me straight to my face. I really wish I had my BEST friend (either Amanda or Mia) here at the moment. I really don’t want to go to school anymore… everyone fucking knows that Ron’s been making fun of me. And they all think I fell for it. FUCK NO! Fucking bastard. I really need to take some of this anger out of me… I really feel the need to kick and punch something. I’m really sad I don’t have one of those punching bags. Ron (plus a few other people) says that he really does like me. Made me laugh. Not in a good tone either! Grr.. My mom suggusted that he actually does like me (like whatever!) but his friends found out & he pegged it off as he’s not serious and “peer presure” made him do this to me (make fun of me - that is). Don’t make me laugh. If he really does like me, too bad. He’s been a complete ass to me. And he thinks we’re friends! HA! Yeah right. I never want to see him EVER again. I’m not looking forward to see him tomorrow in school.
Yeah so if you can’t tell: I HATE HIS GUTS and everything else on/in him. I kind of want to cry at the moment but I just can’t.. ugh.
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I’m currently writing a few drabbles/small one-shots for this Fanfiction Challenge thing on LJ. I’m hoping I’ll actually finish all of them by next month. Its why I picked the community that only has 10 themes. Those 50/10/etc. themes were really hard to do. I claimed Matt/Audrey from Heroes & I’ve just completed Prompt 10. ^.^
ETA: Let’s see, I’ve been quite busy today. I’ve started to clean my room. I know: O.O
Lol. But everyone’s been cleaning lately and well… I wanted to get my room more organized - even if it’ll only be for a few weeks, lol. I’m already half done. Yay! If only I could get rid of these two extra beds in my room I’ll have so much more space. I have LOADS of laundry to left to go since I only started my first one - my t-shirts for school. Next will be my school pants. I hate uniforms. Even though they give you something to wear eveyday… I get sick seeing them every day, every hour, every minute, and every second for five days out the week.
I’ve also completed one more prompt and I’m half finished another… I just want my sister to look over them and see if I should add/fix anything. But I’m very happy that I’ve actually been writing them and finishing them. I guess its easier because it doesn’t matter how long they have.
